Ugh.....

I have been doing house work off an on..... Been trying everything.....
Between the pain.... an the mess I feel like crap.....May be I should just give in....well back to the mat...

Holy cow..

Ever had one of those days.... that the stress makes you want to jump up an down an scream? That if you had the ability you would take off for ten hours of nothing? I have wanted nothing to eat all day but apples....I don't have any..... *sigh* My stomach keeps rejecting everything. It blows ass. I am downing *decaffeinated* coffee.
I'm not really tired though. I want out of the house. With out my children. I want my camera, an my sketch pad. My note book and my I pod. My husband is welcome if he wants. But, the car is not. I feel confined. Pressed. Suffocated.
I haven't even been able to sing an entire song with out being interrupted by little people lately. An not always my own. LOL. I love children be jeeze. Just one day....soon to feel... alone... I need.... freedom....

Love

Sorry it's been so long..

We've been busy. And every thing has been up in the air here with my illnesses. Dave's been having issues with the unit again but we won't even get into that right now. The girls are doing awesome. Anna is doing ok at school. Kadi is still a butt monkey. We had a little fun on Imbolic at Der Vampire Ball. So I will leave you with a few pictures of the night that P had on her camera. J hasn't handed her's over yet.