Random Sunday thoughts....

- another week of crap.   TheSmallest is In The hospital again.  I don’t know what to do...

- TheTallest is doing well

- Moose is still a butthole

- I am afraid I am the worst thing for Lone_Ember.  He deserves better than me.  

-  am the safety meeting made me feel more terrible than I did before.  Now I feel like I’m in trouble for asking for help....

Random Sunday thoughts....

- the school sent cps to my house.  Because apparently the 7 meals a day the moose eats isn’t enough.  Long story, an I don’t wanna go through it again.

- TheTallest is going through the first breakup.... I feel terrible for her.

- TheSmallest has been skipping classes... and failing 

- I am a terrible mother

- I miss myself

- Lone_ember is fantastic.  I don’t know why he loves me

-  went to mental health.  So I have a safety meeting on Monday.  

- I need me