Monday, September 30, 2013
Monday, September 16, 2013
159
I am so off right now. I feel like I am snapping at every one. It's not from lack of eating. I have been a good girl. Fighting some old demons. Having to deal with getting healthy around friends who aren't. And the fact that my body hates me. So used to taking the easy way.
I finally figured out what my doctors meant when they tell you that eating disorders don't really ever go away. They just like to resurface later as a different monster.
I finally figured out what my doctors meant when they tell you that eating disorders don't really ever go away. They just like to resurface later as a different monster.
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Friday, September 06, 2013
169
Just feel crazy. But, that's normal. One of P's teenagers decided to be a shit an run off. Hopefully they will find her ok. She is 17 almost 18. But, still. She got caught doing something wrong, threw a fit an took off. REALLY?!?! *smack!*
We have another who is "late", but it could be a body fat content problem. No I am not joking. She could just be that damn skinny. I have a damn eye twitch. And of course Anna doesn't understand when Sh wants to be so skinny. She keeps trying to shove food in her mouth. But, I digress.
Finally got J to start walking last night. It is good for his knee. He has lost 42lbs already. So that took alot of the stress off of it. He has been working non-stop. He's been doing pretty good.
Nothing from the principal. Or the school board at all. I think they are afraid to say anything. Oh well. Will be contacting them again Monday.
Seamus has taken to jumping all over the house like a heavy weight frog. It's driving me nuts.
Oh well off I go...
We have another who is "late", but it could be a body fat content problem. No I am not joking. She could just be that damn skinny. I have a damn eye twitch. And of course Anna doesn't understand when Sh wants to be so skinny. She keeps trying to shove food in her mouth. But, I digress.
Finally got J to start walking last night. It is good for his knee. He has lost 42lbs already. So that took alot of the stress off of it. He has been working non-stop. He's been doing pretty good.
Nothing from the principal. Or the school board at all. I think they are afraid to say anything. Oh well. Will be contacting them again Monday.
Seamus has taken to jumping all over the house like a heavy weight frog. It's driving me nuts.
Oh well off I go...
Thursday, September 05, 2013
170
Ok I only need to loose 45lbs now. Woowhoo! Lmbo! Got our family travel folder together. So passports will be easier to get; since I don't have to search for everything now.
Honey moon all saved up for, and planned. Just gotta get the meals together I plan on making at the cabin. And the ones for kids and sitter here. I am so excited!!! Squee!!!
Wednesday, September 04, 2013
Tuesday, September 03, 2013
172....cont
I am exhausted. Need to loose about 50 lbs. and save about 10,000..... I can do it. I can do it....
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