and!

She will be 10! On the the 8th!!!

So tired...

I wish money grew on trees..... I wish my exhusband would just...grrr.. no I shouldn't type that, I will go to therapy for that out loud thought. I want his medical board to be done already. I am sick of being in limbo. I wish people would DO what they say they are going to do. Not just the promise of making up for things. Sigh...

have you ever..

just got tired of pleasing everyone but yourself... yea I think I am having one of those moments... right...now...

as the purge goes on..

Still pulling crap from my house.... still going through all this crap... nothing seems to be getting done even though I keep pulling stuff out... ugh. well here we go again. Over the 4th we were in Mich for two weeks. It was fun. This weekend J sprung a last minute trip for Anna on me , to a horse ranch for her birthday. Already paid for. I couldn't say no. It's what she asked for. I already had a day camp for Kadi set up. An Seamus had an appt on Friday, so I had to stay here.
:/ So the second half of the Mich trip he had to come home early for work. An now this weekend he is in Illinois. I have no idea how to feel about this. But we have been separated * mostly by his design* for almost half of this month. Sigh. I feel crappy.
I will just clean an not think about it. Chances are it all in my head. Right?

oops...

been a minute again...sorry ..... I am fine... been purging the house... went to Michigan for the fourth. Had a blast. Will post pictures soon.