Have you

ever felt like your chest was gonna implode?

OMG

I am ok. I think. I want them gone. I need my OWN HOME BACK! But I can deal for a little bit longer I think. *sigh*

Soooo

Gonna make family mad at me soon *or part of it anyways*
An I don't know if I do much more housework that I didn't create...sigh..
It could be worse....

Dude!

hiding from my sis an bro in law at the coffee shop on their day off so they will watch their own kid. Wow.....I cant even stay at my own house...........

Wow

Ahcoo...

Been super busy cleaning...getting little people ready for Sahmain/Halloween...... An worrying over how to break the news to my sis that we will not all FIT when she has the 2nd baby. An I am not watching them both. I can't handle that. Espeacially since doesn't realize she's taking advantage of me ......I watch the baby almost everyday for ten to twelve hours...for free. An the one time I ask the to watch the girls *while they are asleep* they back out.
Not very happy. Feeling trapped inside my own home since I CAN"T go anywhere. They're sucking money out of me.
An these are things I have told them......they are not listening..... I am a maid an a nanny. Who seems to be here just to make their lives easier.

41 weeks til te end of the first year.......