Friday, December 29, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006
6 things...
6 weird things about me
1. I save the little scraps from projects to glue to things later...
2. I enjoy painting my toes different colors.
3. I hate the smell of aspen colonge enough to make me want to puke.
4. I carry an extra tooth brush with me everywhere, I have two at home. (with floss)
5. I drink a gallon of water a day..sometimes more.
6. I like the taste of seaweed on anything.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
WK 9
Well I have to get more crap done. Like decide if I should walk to the persons house an feed kittiness an then to px an call a cab home. Or see about a ride to said places. I dont know. I am going crazy. But, I am hitting th stretch now. YEAH!!!! But I am sure it's gonna go slower now....
Thursday, December 21, 2006
10 things...
1. Hugs.
2. Honor.
3. Horror flicks.
4. Hockey (I really like to play the street verity....haven't played in forever though)
5. Horn(french!)
6. Halloween.
7. Holiday films(yes the orignal Grinch is my favorite so sue me.)
8. Horses..haven't riden in forever though.
9. Horseradish....:D
10. Humor.
Anybody else? Hands???
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
WK 10
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
WK 11
I LOVE YOU!!! HUG!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Just cus..
well I thought this was cute.
Stolen from http://www.knottymouse.com/
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?Hot Chocolate...
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just set them under the tree?it depends on who it's for and the size of the gift.
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORS!
4. Do you hang mistletoe?Nope it's posionus..I have little people
5. When do you put up your decorations? When Dave's home right after thanksgiving....
6. What is your favorite holiday dish? Not going to lie turkey!
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child?Pumpernickel an buttter sandwichs with mom, while my sister went, "eeewww."
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?I don’t remember.. probably children at school.
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve?Yes, the kids get to open one from grandma. And when the kids go to bed Dave an I open the gifts we got each other.
10. What kind of decorations are on your Christmas Tree?Right now a grape vine angel on top. Some dollar store garland, one flexi santa, an a broken nutcraker. along with some apples I found at the thrift store. My ornanments are in a box at someone elses house.
11. Snow! Love it or Dread? I miss it....I also miss the Christmas Market in Mannhiem an Hiedleburg.
13. Do you remember your favorite gift?A set of fishing sinker earrings my mother made me....I think I am gonna put them on now
14. What’s the most important thing about the Holidays for you?Family. Friendship.
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert?Pumpkin Pie & mint coco cookies(sugar reduced!)
16 What is your favorite holiday tradition?Making christmas cookies
17. What tops your tree?A grape vine angel that Anna bought with her unicorn bank money. When I was little we had three glass toppers to choose from...I loved them.
18. What is your favourite holiday book?I am cheesy...the christmas carol
19. What is your favorite Christmas Song?Carol of the bells.
20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yummy?Yummy. I like sucking on them until they turn into little spears :P
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
WK 12
*cries*
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
WK 13
Thursday, November 23, 2006
http://beta.blogger.com/profile/02715295176000952426
:P
3 Things MeMe
3 Hobbies
yarn.
reading ..anything.
making useless stuff.
3 Things on my to-do list
mop the floor
bathe Kadi
Finish MIL scarf
3 Unique traits
My eyes are a gray marble color...but are darkdark blue when I am mad.
I have a freckle under my weddingring
I like to clean the kithen
3 Favourite drinks
coffee
cherry coke(diet)
coconut rum
3 Passions
making anything
writing
my pagan beliefs
3 Good Bands
Only 3!!! crap uhhh.... ROlling Stones
NIN
Metallica
3 Things I am anal about
I have OCD...everything
3 Random men
The Dave
Matt Dameon
Trent Reznor
3 Bad habits
I eat to much
I obsess over everything
I bite my lip
3 Painful experiences
all natural birth, no drugs
My foot...umm yeah if you know me you understand
Leep cones...trust me you dont wanna know
3 Treasured memories
getting married
My first Concert
the girls first smiles
3 Goals before 40
see japan again
loose weight and get healthy
travel a little... more
3 Biggest Fears
fire
death of a loved one
spiders
3 Favourite desserts
Chocolate pudding mmmm
cheesecake
rice candy
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
WK 14
This week has been crazy. Anna had her girlscout induction ceremony on Monday. Then a Stranger course on Tuesday(which didn't put a dent in her "I am gonna talk to everyone" ways) An yesterday we also had an escapee from the school a kindergartener got loose people!!! An he went home! I am sure he wasn't happy after daddy met him at the door how ever. CPS have been visiting people up and down the street. It has been insane. Good thing my house is clean...Thank you !!!
I still can't get the last bit of weight off. I am getting close to only buying the kids food an veggies for me. Yes people it is getting that frustrating. Oh well. I hope everyone is doing well.....
I MISS DAVE!!!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Something "borrowed"...

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
WK 15
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
WK 16
An on that note...strepp throat sucks!! Cough cough. Sorry Hiedi your baby stuff may not get there in time. I don't wanna work onit while I am ill. With my luck strepp travels well. :P
Well hughughughughug everybody! Just four more months(at the most) to go. Now if only this last 29 lbs would get off my butt.....*grumble-grumble*
I MISS DAVE!!!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
WK 17
I miss Dave.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Something extra....
Stole this from Lana:P
1. FIRST NAME? Regina (Gina)
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Not that I know of.
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? About five minutes ago.
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Nope, even though everyone says it’s great.
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT? Turkey
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yup.
7. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Yup, a couple. Even one with my nasty hand writing in it.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Part of them. Every time I am sick I cough some up. (ewww)
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I have.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Mini Wheats!!!!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope. My shoes are always a little to big.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Yes
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Pumkpin Spice BR…when I eat ice cream now.
14. SHOE SIZE? 5 1/2 ww…or a 4 in boys.
15. RED OR PINK? Definately RED. I do like pink too though.
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? 50 lbs of excess me.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? My hubbin.
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? I honesty could care less. I am just doing this out of boredom.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS, SHIRT AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Black everything….I do have a Pillzy shirt on though.
20. LAST THING YOU ATE? MMMMMMmmnothing oops.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The TV playing something on Nick.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? You know when you shove melted crayons together? Yeah that’s me.
23. FAVORITE SMELL? Lavender or Dave.
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Hubby.
25. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? Height….but I am very short
26. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON you stole THIS from? I am sure I would if I ever meet her
27. FAVORITE DRINK? Diet Coke.
28. FAVORITE SPORT? Foot ball…If I am playing
29. EYE COLOR? Gray
30. HAT SIZE? Seriously? I have no idea…
31. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No, I do not.
32. FAVORITE FOOD?Seaweed
33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Both, it depends on my mood.
34.hmmmmm it wasnt there!
35. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter
36. HUGS OR KISSES? Both are equally nice.
37. FAVORITE DESSERT? Strawberries.
38. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? I have zero clue.
39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? see # 38.
40. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Looking through a Sharon Kay Penman right now.
41. WHAT’S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? It’s a Hello Kitty Head
42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? CSI:VEGAS.
43. FAVORITE SOUNDS? My favorite music, Baby giggles, and leaves.
44. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES? BOTH!!!
45. THE FURTHEST YOU’VE BEEN FROM HOME? From my current home now? Well, Germany, of course.
46. WHAT’S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT? Not telling :P.
47. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? My birth Certificate says Fort Stewart GA.
48. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I copied and pasted this sucker right in…
Friday, October 20, 2006
Alright....darn
so I am trying out the new beta blogger....please bear with me...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
WK 19
I MISS DAVE.
Monday, October 16, 2006
TAG!!!!!
1. Four Jobs I have had:
waitress at Shoneys,
waitress at Waffle House,
waitress at Diannas Deli,
waitress at Huddle House...Oh crap I detect a pattern..lol
2. Four movies I can watch over and over:
Fox Fire
Midnight In The Garden Of Good And Evil
10 Things I Hate About You
House Of 1000 Corpes
3. Four places I have lived:
Only 4???
Hinesville/ludowici/Fort Stewart GA(they count as one trust me)
Lorain OH
Japan(I was 5 I dont remeber exactly where)
Mannhiem Germany
Santa Rosa/Fort Irwin CA
Ok sorry that was way more then four.
4. Four television shows I love to watch:
CSI:Vegas
CSI:NY
Dead Like Me
Jericho(I really like it so far)
5. Four places I have been on vacation:
Ummm...I believe VA is the only place I have ever been WITHOUT an alterier motives...Even my trip to Michigan as fun as it was , was for a funeral...thank you Grand Mi I miss you..
6. Four of my favorite dishes:
Ramen with seaweed bits
Cucumbers with oil and vinegar
Shrimp and rice
Cheese Grits an fried crappie
7. Four websites I visit daily:
http://coffeecrochet.blogspot.com/
http://www.knittywit.blogspot.com/
http://wildyarn.blogspot.com/
http://omana242.livejournal.com/
8.Four places I would rather be right now:
In Savannah GA wandering around...
At the Lakes with my brothers an sister...
At mom's eating dinner....
In My husbands Arms.......
TAG YOUR IT!!! (I guess)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
WK 20
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
WK 21

Another week...some more head aches. Halloween is coming up though!!! Can't wait. Well and it will be in the teens on the week count then. :P Anna is doing well with school an having loads of fun. Kadi is well ...........Kadi. She turns two on the 10th. Can you believe it!?! I can't. I wish the next 21 weeks would go by as fast. One more row of squares to join on Tom's blanket..then all I have to do is edge it.
Missing Dave.
*Sigh*
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
100 random things
1. I am opinionated to the point of being a bitch.
2. I like to take 6 hour walks.
3. Music is like my heart beat.
4. I miss my long hair.
5. I am happily married to my soldier, with have two little girls.
6.I have two cats, Mama, and Fidget.
7.Bungee jumping was fun, but I never wanna do it again.
8.Would give anything to perform again.
9.Wish the army didn't deploy for 12 months.
10.I am pagan. Nature witch.
11.poetry doesn't have to rhyme.
12.My hair tends to change colors as often as I change moods.
13.I have OCD.
14.I am terrified of spiders.
15.I think ants are beautiful.
16.The thrift store is my friend.
17.I love to crochet, but have trouble reading the patterns.
18.Bright colors in yarn is awesome..but I tend to wear black.
19.My toenails are always painted, and I hate to wear shoes.
20.I love the smell of my kids when they are done playing. mmm oreo's an dirt.
21.I miss my Mama Simmons so much, just to ask advice would be awesome right now.
22.I think diaper services should be free. And the government should provide free daycare for deployed soldiers wives.
23.I am stretching my earlobes to 00g. I like the itch when they start healing.
24.I have one tattoo, but I want alot more.
25.All my real friends live far away.
26.I miss my hubbin so much it hurts.
27.Women with hairy chins gross me out.
28.A cute guy holding a controller is like the biggest turn on.
29.I want to learn to knit.
30.When I am angry I write, alot, on anything I can get my hands on. Or I scream at the air.
31.I like video games...there I said it...now it is out I feel better.:P
32.I am a full blown geek.
33.RPG's are awesome!!!
34. I play WoW when I can.
35.I am wearing my husbands clothes right now.
36.Legos are awesome...love duplos.
37.I have a thing for coffee. ok an addiction but there are worse things.."hey put down my cup!" *preicous*
38.Yes I like Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Star Wars, and Star Trek.
39.I own all of the Star Wars Bk toys...yes..and they were my favorite b-day present...I turned 24.
40.I have gray eyes.
41.I believe I need to loose around 50 lbs.
42.I wear glasses...without them I am almost completely blind.
43. Still working on getting my drivers license...I am 26.
44.I like to fish...and I know how to clean my catch.
45.I like to hunt...and I know how to clean my kill.
46. I love trucks....big ones.
47.I know how to play magic the gathering.
48.would give my right arm right now for a hug from my husband.
49.My brain hurts from trying to think of a 100 things.
50.my favorite color is red.
51.I wish my chest was smaller.
52.I play several instruments..my favorites are the flute an the french horn.
53.I am allergic to everything.
54.I like anime.
55.My kids like to giggle for no reason...I love those days.
56.I am dyslexic.
57.High school was fun...but I could have done with out the last boyfriend.
58.I believe hate is a cuss word.
59.I hate my father in law.(an yes hate actaully fits him)
60.I cry when I hear "First Date" by Blink 182
61.I own more than 200 dice.
62.Seaweed is my favorite food.
63.I love the way my husband smells after he runs. I know I am gross.
64.I hate to babysit.
65.Can't stand stupid people.
66.I like reading to the point of being an obsession.
67.I have been writting a story since 10th grade...an I still haven't finished editing it.
68.The sound of my husbands voice makes me feel safe.
69.If I concentrate real hard I can feel my husbands arms.
70.Cat's breath is awesome.
71.I love the feel of freshly watered grass on my feet.
72.swimming in ponds is great.
73.I dislike my belly, but I love my face.
74. I am confident that I am intelligent, but feel stupid if I pick up a math book.
75.Want to finish my music/art majors.
76. Love to take pictures...dislike being in them.
77.terrified of being alone forever.
78.Love cheese grits.
79.Love to fix engines...can't tell you how though.."hand me the thinga ma jig."
80.dislike looking girlie...but love to get compliments.
81.Need to sleep more.... two hours a night is gonna catch up to me sooner or later.
82.I like to play baseball..an foot ball
83.I wish I could still skate board.
84.I love to turn my Ipod up really loud.
85.Hugs from friends are right up there in the top ten best feelings ever.
86.I like to paint things.... like roses on the side of my microwave... or little stars on an old pair of boots.
87.I think little notes stuck in library books are awesome. "Hi. Have a good day."
88.I was a closet geek but I have come out now....I love the smell of comic books..there I said it ok!!:P
89.I don't like schedules...but chaos drives me nuts.
90.I believe I am beautiful..the world just hasn't noticed yet.
91.Sometimes lack of talent is mistaken for genius....Thise people who take advantage of that drive me nuts.
92.I dispise people that have children an then don't watch them...an then they are surprised when their kids get hurt or in trouble.
93.I am a Taurus..and what they write about us is true..possesive, drivenm stubborn...yup all true.
94.I brush my teeth close to 25 times a day.
95.I wash my face alot too.
96.Sometimes when my kids drive me crazy..I give them extra peanut butter in their sandwichs so that their mouths are all gummed up until they calm down.:P
97.I draw on myself.
98.I chew on my lip...alot.
99.I think my hair is blonde...I think.
100.I love my husband..and I miss him more than air.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
WK 24
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
WK 25

Got through another week. I finished the blankie for William. The picture is a little screwy but I am really short. It is a perfect square:P Anna is doing well in school, and Kadi is alright. I am a little stressed. I am scrapeing to help my friends who are selling me a car. But, I have got it!! Woowhoo! Sending that today or tomorrow. Started on Tom's blankie yesterday. Talk to you later.
I MISS DAVE!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
WK 26
Have fun.
I miss Dave.
Monday, August 28, 2006
Crap...
Okay I missed Saturday ...again. I wonder if blogrings hand out pink slips... if so I certainly deserve one.
But, on a better note. Finished one of my gloves...it's a little big despite using a child pattern..hopefully a trip to the washer will fix that.

Half way done with the boy blankie....just two an a half more lines of squares an the border to go. Well see ya later gotta go...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006
WK 27
I am over half finished with the blankie I am making. All I am doing now is joining. I started a pair of fingerless gloves...on a pattern ya'll!! Let's all hope. I am making them in that polo from red heart. I am going to rip all those squares an start over on that....much later. Hug...thanks for letting me bore you.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
SPaceing....
this is neat!




Zombie Letters from e-zombie.com
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
WK 28
Getting along....somehow
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
WK 29
Anna had a good birthday yesterday. Well you all have fun for me. *yawn*
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
WK 30
I miss Dave...
Monday, July 31, 2006
SOoooooo Tired....
3 Hours in the E.R. They removed 21 full splinters, and so many peices of rosin and wood we may never know. I had to hold her down while a very nice LT had to pick them out. I feel for him. He had to do a very percise procedure with the child screaming in his ear. They did a wonderful job.
But, I am sure she will never touch another telephone pole.....
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
WK 31
missing Dave!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
hello again...
I know. I know long time between posts here. Working on getting stuff ready for Anna to go to school and various jobs I have created for my self. I can't seem to get my brain in order as of late. Hoping to get some more saved up for the trip. Any offers. Hoping to get some scarves sold if you would like a granny square scarf. Just let me know. I can make them in just a few days. As my children allow. :P Thanks for caring guys! Have fun!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
WK 33
Well the play room is under control... sort of. But the stuffed animals are taking over!!! I seem to be doing ok. Just now I am in the crush of getting everything ready for Anna to go to school. Hopeing to get her signed up for soccer. Because she actaully wants to play! Wow exercise! And trying to get Kadi registared for Daycare. SO I can use the measely 15 hours a month they allow free to wives of deployed soldiers. So at least I can have a little time to myself each month. Yeah.....

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
WK 34
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
stoopid internet connection.....
Friday, June 23, 2006
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
WK 36
Just sitting here missing Dave.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Ever had...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Why me?
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
yeah....
I Pod Junk
The Way it works...
1. put your i pod on shuffle.
2. press forward with every question.
3. the song is the answer to this questions.
1. How am I feeling today?
Hardway- Scott Stapp
(yeah..that works)
2. Will I get far in life?
1000 Julys- Third Eye Blind
(Okay I don't now how to take that)
3. How do my friends see me?
Ooh- Jimmie's Chicken Shack
(LOL)
4. When will I get married?
Well I already did...
Love in An Elevator- Aerosmith
(Okay that one should make Dave happy, lol)
5. What is your best friends theme song?
Yellow- Coldplay
(glad you're feeling mellow)
6. What is the story of my life?
Learn the Hardway- Nickelback
(yeah sounds about right)
7. What was highschool like?
Feelin' Good- Pussy Cat Dolls
(uhh...I plead the fifth)
8. How am I going get ahead in life?
Three Mile Smile- Aerosmith
(I have no clue how that is gonna work)
9. What is the best thing about me?
Stupid Girls- Pink
(Okay... so I am tactless-shootme)
10. How is today gonna be?
Army Ants- Stone Temple Pilots
(yup sounds right. *ROLLS UP SLEEVES*)
11. What is instore for the weekend?
Here's your sign x-mas -Bill Engvall
(I dont wanna go to the mall)
12. What song describes your parents?
When I change your mind- Cherry Poppin Daddys
( sound good ...you go dad)
13. What song describes your grandparents?
Change- Good Charolette
(yup....)
14. How is my life going?
Dorkfish- Bill Engval
( I think my IPod is making fun of me)
15. What song will be played at my funeral?
She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
(that sounds nice actaully)
16. How does the world see me?
Freak Out- Avril Lavigne
(I believe it)
17. Will I have a happy life?
Parry Mason - Ozzy Osbourne
( I dont know how to take that one)
18. What do my friends think of me?
All American Girl- Melissa Etheridge
(cool)
19. Do people secretly lust after me?
Beautiful- Christina Aguilera
(okay..who?)
20. How can I make myself happy?
My World- Avril Lavigne
(alright....I know I need to take it all back....and I will sooner or later.)
21. What should I do with my life?
Dateless Losers- Reel Big Fish
( alright now I know it's making fun of me)
22. Will I ever Have children?
TOO LATE!!!
Blood on the Ground- Incubus
(LOL)
23. What is some good advice for me?
Move Along- The All American Rejects
(Okay, now I think it may be yelling at me)
24. What is my signature song?
Waiting- Jimmies Chicken Shack
(Yeah. I always seem to be waiting on someone.)
25. What do I think my current theme song is?
My Vietnam- Pink
( that is f'd up. But yeah.)
26. What do everyone else think my theme song is?
Blindman- Aerosmith
(cool)
27. What type of man/woman do you want?
Will You Still Love Me- Melissa Etheridge
(yup)
28. What kinda kisser are you?
That Kind of Love- Alison Krauss
(gentle, sweet, and a little sad. do I?)
29. What's your style?
Revolving Door- Crazy Town
(OH MY GODS! ROFL..... my sides hurt!)
30. What kind of lover are you?
What if the guy from smashing pumpkins lost his car keys- Steven Lynch
(ummm funny....?)
31. What would be playing on a 1st date?
Trouble- Pink
(LOL. SOunds right.)
32. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Catalyst- Anna Nalick
(so I am still depressed that sucks..)
YOUR TURN!!!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Just Dragging On
Missing My Dave.....
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
wk 38

Another week gone. I am so tired. I wish Dave was here. He would know what to do. Or at least be able to help me figure it out. I love him so much. Sometimes I just don't know if I can do this. When I first got here, I found a wounded bird. There was nothing I could do for the poor thing except give it water. It hopped into my lap and drank. I sat very still in the early morning desert air. Listening to the sprinklers. For close to two hours I sat still while the dying creature sat on my crossed legs. Then just as suddenly as I had found her on my porch she stopped moving. I gathered her in my hands, and placed her inside a small box. When the girls woke up, we went on a walk and buried her. We placed a lot of large-ish rocks on top. The three of us sat for a long time an just looked at the mountains around us. And as sad as it was that the poor creature had died. I was happy that she had chosen me. That she had not died alone..... To show me sometimes it is necessary for us all to be reminded that everything has a spirit. Have you had a wounded bird moment? I hope you do.....
I Love You Dave.

































