And...

I quit my job.  My general manager turns out to be someone who blames her mistakes on other people.   Yea...

Merry Christmas to me....

5 years ago

Today I became one of the happiest women alive.

Just disconnected

Have you ever felt so apart from everyone,  that nothing seems to touch your inner self?  That is how I feel right now. And i just want to be wanted.

Yawn

Got a job.   Really tired.  Kids doing well. J doing well.  An time for work.

Ugh

Just... ugh

Sigh

Tuesday is my birthday.  We normally celebrate it on the weekend before.  No one has remembered.

Soooo

Tired.  Wish I could take a nap.  Not gonna happen though.   To much to do.
TheTallest has an awards ceremony at 1:30 today.  Really proud of her. She wants to switch to percussion over the summer. I am ok with that. 
TheSmallest has two basketball camps this summer.  She can't wait.
Moose is skipping sleep every two nights.   So I am a zombie,  cooooooffffeeee.....

The Moose

Will be 3 tomorrow.

Hello

Going to try an get better at posting again.   Ugh

Well

 

Well just got back. One of my best friends lost her battle .  Wanda I will miss you. 

And

I lost a great friend last night.  Wanda I will always be thinking of you.

Tiirreddd

Family is coming in today.  Wish I had money, but it will be nice to see them.   Finished painting the front room.  Still cleaning.  Ugh.  Have a fantastic week all

Rough week

A broken tooth for TheSmallest.  

Running down the drive, she tripped.

Ugh.

Found out our dental insurance doesn't cover even close to what we pay for.  :/. It doesnt even cover a fifth of the cost of a cleaning!!  We pay twice as much to the company as we would to the dentist!!! Aaaaa!!

Random Sunday Thoughts... A day late

- TheSmallest first soccer game is today. 

- TheTallest is freaking out about the CRCT

- Moose has turned into a jerk, seriously. 

- J loves work

- I need to put the paint on wall.....

- Almost done with the 2nd afghan this month

- made curtians yesterday. 

 

- No video game time.... Waaa

-  No writing done...

 I am just to tried!!!!

Have a great week

Well hello cyberfriends!

I have recently left a cybercommunity that has changed so much that 95% of my friends have already jumped ship!  Stew, Mike you know what I  talking about! Lol. But, seriously all sense of contact and community left SG.  It was difficult to talk to friends or make new ones there now.  It saddens me, because I have met some of my best real world friends on there.  

But, oh well one less bill right?

Oops... Been a month

House almost done.

J has had to work out of town two weeks in a row.  Ugh

Just tired

Random Sunday Thoughts.. 2 days late

- family crap all taken care of.  

- Kadi's basketball team is 4-1! !!! They are doing great!!

- Anna is still on honor roll!

- my mom and I are doing fantastic.  

- wish all the extra boxes would unpack themselves....

- wish the darn w-2 s would get here.

- almost done with Pams blanket.

Well have a great week... Coffee

Random Sunday Thoughts.....

- This weekend has been super stressful.
 "for those of you not in the know... my sister married my ex brother in law, which can suck alot at times."
- My ex-mil is visiting no big deal, right? Wrong?  They want to 'borrow' the girls for the weekend.  We already have plans already. TheSmallest has a basketball game.  We were planning a family outing for Sunday. J works all week would like to spend time with his kids. And TheTallest does not want to spend 3 days and 2 nights in a tiny house with 9 people.
I get yelled at for this.  Still firmly no.  You want to EXCLUDE one stepgrandchild, but not the other.  The answer is no. It's dropped. Everyone goes to the game we are good.

-Today we are going to do pictures of the kids for ALL the grandparents.  My exmil doesn't want Moose in the room.  An when I them why this is unacceptable, I am the bad guy, and I get screamed at. No, we leave and proceed to have an awesome day.... without the garbage.

- I am done trying, my ex- inlaws can rot in hell. I attempted to get them to be family to the girls for 12 years. I am not to blame if they refuse to be. They can shove it up their asses.

- TheSmallest first basketball game was great.

- Their report cards are fantastic.

- and I am tired...

Well the new year is starting out well....

So Random Sunday Thoughts 3 Day Late..


- hoping for more finical stability this year.

- coffee of course.

- looking to reclaim my body after my last bouts with illness.

- take Moose to play more.

- TheSmallest needs to exercise more. Hope that will curb her demon ways.

- find TheTallest a good therapist here.

-Travel....even if only a state over, as long as it's some place new.

- make more time for the things I make... for me.

- and read more... I love reading.

- not really resolutions; more of a to do list.....