Random Sunday Thoughts....

- still failing at work... I know I’m not, but I feel like it.

- coffee, need more coffee...

- must get body ready....

- will pay off all my credit card debt by 2021... not a goal, a fact.

- want a 90 on my PT test in May.  And it is possible.

- in 19 days we leave North Dakota for 3 weeks...I can’t wait.

- playing with yarn more.

- reading more.

- playing lots more dnd.

- feeling more myself lately.

Have a great week everyone!!!

Random Sunday Thoughts....

-feel like I’m failing at work. 

-feel like I’m failing as a mother.

-I have failed twice at being a wife.... how do I tell him I’m terrified of being a failure a third time.

-I wish it was December 13th.... then I could be packing to leave.

-I wish he was home so I could talk to him.

-I am old, fat, and tired.  And one which I can’t seem to pull myself out of this funk.

-I have 12 more squares completed.

-got to play Diablo 3 for a little while yesterday.

-that’s about it....

-have a great week everyone.

Random Sunday thoughts...

- thank the gods pt test is done an passed.

- I’m so tired.

- more coffee is needed.

- not very motivated .

- TheTallest boyfriend is in the hospital ... she’s not doing very well with it

- TheSmallest is refusing to try anymore

-Moose is being a dick at school. 

- the 22nd looks like when I will finally be done with papers.

- Lone_ember is my grounding point right now.

- at least I am off until Tuesday ... 

Well off to make my brain work

Have a good week!

Random Sunday Thoughts....

- I don’t wanna go to work tonight.

- I need a break.

- j needs to finish the fucking papers already.

- TheSmallest will be the death of me.... I feel like an utter failure....

- TheTallest is going to be better at life than she thinks.

- Moose is doing so much better this year.

- is a white lie still a lie? Asking for a friend.

- I now fear not being enough to the point of making shut up in my head.  Everything feels like I’m wrong no matter what anymore.  What do I do?

- Happy Samhain!!!

Have a good week....