Manda's Blankie All Done!

Time to mail!

Hello

I know I have been gone forever...been sick..*uck* I have a baby blanket for a friend in the works..then comes sissys!! Tracy is having a girl..I deciding on the colors for her blanket. I am almost done with Amanda's now. But she is being induced due to BIG problems.....so the baby will be born before the blankie gets there *sigh* . I also discovered the butterfly box Dave was supposed to mail the Heidi two months ago in the car. Again. It was mailed at Fort Irwin an came back due to the fact that the postal service there blew an it got lost....at least it came back! But this time Dave just didn't mail it! STOMP! STOMP! I will mail it next week *sigh* I hope she likes it :P
We had a change of command not long ago I took Kadi with me. She had fun.

boo

Crud

My OCD has kicked in an I no longer stand the inside of my house. I have been cleaning since 7 am and I just can't seem to stop. So far every junk drawer an cabinet is gone. An the kitchen is spotless. I have waxed the floor. Reorganized the paper. And am halfway through the dusting, laundry, an the sorting of the massive amount of coloring books.

See this is my main problem....once I begin....I do...not stop.....until I fall over....

Ugh.....

I have been doing house work off an on..... Been trying everything.....
Between the pain.... an the mess I feel like crap.....May be I should just give in....well back to the mat...

Holy cow..

Ever had one of those days.... that the stress makes you want to jump up an down an scream? That if you had the ability you would take off for ten hours of nothing? I have wanted nothing to eat all day but apples....I don't have any..... *sigh* My stomach keeps rejecting everything. It blows ass. I am downing *decaffeinated* coffee.
I'm not really tired though. I want out of the house. With out my children. I want my camera, an my sketch pad. My note book and my I pod. My husband is welcome if he wants. But, the car is not. I feel confined. Pressed. Suffocated.
I haven't even been able to sing an entire song with out being interrupted by little people lately. An not always my own. LOL. I love children be jeeze. Just one day....soon to feel... alone... I need.... freedom....

Love

Sorry it's been so long..

We've been busy. And every thing has been up in the air here with my illnesses. Dave's been having issues with the unit again but we won't even get into that right now. The girls are doing awesome. Anna is doing ok at school. Kadi is still a butt monkey. We had a little fun on Imbolic at Der Vampire Ball. So I will leave you with a few pictures of the night that P had on her camera. J hasn't handed her's over yet.

Oh mannnn...

Kadi is a meanie head......she crushed my finger in a drawer.
It's been a weird week of kids with stitches.*not mine* And four year olds trying to run away.*once again not mine but I was still frantic* Bikes being stolen an found again. Mittens being lost forever*in gross*. Brand new jeans being ruined on purpose. And sibling fist fights. An new veggies being introduced to the small people. A new fish has been gotten, a large leopard sucker fish. Billie is doing well in there with Mr Fishy. :D We are looking into going home to see mom an dad over the summer. We hope.
Dave finally took me to get my hair dye though. YEAH!!

Here's Kadi!

And now who else wants to whoop Anna's butt?

yup

it sucked. That test blew. My stomach still hurts. Thier still waiting waiting on results. An I have to go back today to give them MORE labs. Crap. *sigh*

wow...

Can anyone else say...crap. Sitting here watching 5 kids ; 3 of which are not mine. None of which are behaving. Including mine. Anna chopped a decent chunk out of Kadi's hair this morning. She now has a bowl cut. The fighting is reaching it's peak.

I haven't told Dave yet that Anna cut Kadi's hair yet. I am waiting until he gets home. He is gonna kill her. Still sick. But I don't wanna do that test. It was moved to the 9th. *sigh*

Seven years yesterday!

Xmas pics!

DONE!!!

Wow Finally!!

I finished! I finished! *happy dance!* All the small people presents are complete. I shall take pics an wrap them on the morrow. Yippie!!! I am going to make P a scarf real quick like. I haven't figured out what I am making J yet though. Hmmmmmm......
Or Ja...... nuts... lol. But thats 3 quick an easy :P lol. I am sooooo excited...I got it all done an out of the way this time. Yeah! We are all thinking about doing a big group hug *dinner* for Yule. Just gotta straighten out times an junk.


Well my big test is on the 3rd of January. They said it should take about a week to get the results back. *sigh* I don't wanna!!! The day before the test is clear liquid then a huge thing of this electrolite nasty laxative junk. And then off to the hospital to be put under....yea.... *sigh*
I don't wanna!!! *yes it's a Colonoscopy .*

Off I go.

well....

Good news...
they're pretty sure they know what's wrong....

Bad news...
It might suck alot.

Holy crap!!!

I am so stressed right now.....

There are apparently not enough funds to fix the appliances on post here. So although my dryer needs a new motor....it won't be getting until next month sometime. So I will drying my clothes up stairs at P's or on the shower bar. This sucks. Grrr! It's a BRAND new dryer! AHHHH!

We finally have all the boxes unpacked. But Dave forgot the trash this morning. So the house still looks like a wreck. I need to vacuum. An I can't because there is trash on the living room floor. *sigh* oh well back to the drawing board.

I have ANOTHER doctor's appointment today. Hopefully we will FIND out what is wrong with me today. We have not found anything so far. I have stopped drinking milk. An have stopped eating anythign with ADDED lactose. That has helped some. I don't throw up as much. I am gonna cut down Gluten next. Maybe that will work. *sigh*

Oh wow....

It's been one of those weeks. I don't know if I can take much more of this. Just so much stress. I have to mass clean the house today. The amount of work outside the house this week I have had to do has made the house look like crap. The fact that I have had been sick. Dave said he would help. And he hasn't. I have had to MAKE him take out the trash... *sigh*
Oh well time to turn on the music...put Kadi in her room, an get cracking!! :P
Have fun!!!

Yeah for The Tree!!!

SO much fun!

Well that was fun! The whole building turned out! And there was food for all! We had kids up to our ears...! And guess what! No one remembered>......between the 6 cameras...to take one....single.....picture! ACK!!!!!

But it was fun anyway! I hope everyone had a happy THANKSGIVING!!!!!