One would think...

Admist all this stress ....... it would be impossible to find happiness.... it's not...
an I have......

Thankyou....

Got the idea from Heidi :P

TheSmallest-4 -loves to test my patience. Sharp as a tack. Wants to know how everything works. Has gone to preschool already...an is going AGAIN. Grrr argghhh......Loves colors an words...reads some already an wants to read more. Will steal all your grapes an beans. Very teeny.

TheTallest-8- Began 2nd grade this years. Loves numbers an art. Hates to read, to the point of hiding her vocabulary homework every monday under the fridge. Loves rices cakes an tomatoes. Wishes she could keep a horse in her closet. An doesn't listen worth a darn. Lol. And if she doesnt stop growing soon we may have issuses.

OHMIGODZ!

I am so happy right now..I cant stand it!

All Done!

Completely an totally! An I am so relieved! The stress seems to have just lifted from me! *phew* I have everything here that I could remember. An I am so happy right now I could explode.

Some things...

Just are not worth retrieving..... but you have too...

OHMIGODS!!!

SHE'S 8!!!

If...

I had waited...you would've still gone. So what would've been the point? I am happy now. An the only reason you care is because you can no longer make me sad.

JUMP!

Jumping through hoops to get stuff done! How fun...

wow!!

everything seems to be falling into place...:P yippie!

I am here...

watching other people move on hurts more than I thought..... well I guess it is my turn.

Off we go...

down the road....

As the house turns...

Upside down! Ohmigod! There is so much stuff in here...an to do it alone.....

oh man...

just one of those years apparently. Nothing seems to work until everything else is screwed up. So since I've hit bottom, it's all starting to come together. Finally. Hoping everything works out correctly for once. An the full healing can begin.

wow...

could someone tell me when the Earth began to fall out from under me......

Ack!

To every one I had on my phone! Please Txt me with your name...I had to change carriers...an the old phone ATE my numbers! *my number is still the same!*

Hello all....

Sorry it's been so long...been busy an all....
sorting, an cleaning. Painting , an running around. just being me....

I guess

sometimes it doesn't pay to try. I give in. I would rather be happy.

I am here....

Been super busy!! Painting! New glasses ! Super puppy!!

.....

still breathing.....barely.....
sigh

sigh

all undone...