ugh...

I am drinking lots of coffee today. Knitting alot, crocheting some. Wishing I had more fabric. Wishing I had a washing machine. An hoping for my writers block to go away :P An for some reason I love this!

yawn...

anybody wanna come an clean with me?

so over it...

I was so mad last night I could spit nails... I am not anymore. Just can't understand where the word 'recently ' came from. An if all that sparked the blow was between your husband an mine...then lets back up... it's between them not us. fuck, sis.

and as always!

everything I am doing is boring to everyone else :P

Ooops! Almost forgot!

SHE'S TEN!!!!

mother of all eww...

the girls brought home head lice from school... really.. its only 3 days in... I chopped off everyone's hair since we are all coated like wolves.....

yup

This would be great

and!

She will be 10! On the the 8th!!!

So tired...

I wish money grew on trees..... I wish my exhusband would just...grrr.. no I shouldn't type that, I will go to therapy for that out loud thought. I want his medical board to be done already. I am sick of being in limbo. I wish people would DO what they say they are going to do. Not just the promise of making up for things. Sigh...

have you ever..

just got tired of pleasing everyone but yourself... yea I think I am having one of those moments... right...now...

as the purge goes on..

Still pulling crap from my house.... still going through all this crap... nothing seems to be getting done even though I keep pulling stuff out... ugh. well here we go again. Over the 4th we were in Mich for two weeks. It was fun. This weekend J sprung a last minute trip for Anna on me , to a horse ranch for her birthday. Already paid for. I couldn't say no. It's what she asked for. I already had a day camp for Kadi set up. An Seamus had an appt on Friday, so I had to stay here.
:/ So the second half of the Mich trip he had to come home early for work. An now this weekend he is in Illinois. I have no idea how to feel about this. But we have been separated * mostly by his design* for almost half of this month. Sigh. I feel crappy.
I will just clean an not think about it. Chances are it all in my head. Right?

oops...

been a minute again...sorry ..... I am fine... been purging the house... went to Michigan for the fourth. Had a blast. Will post pictures soon.

am back...

sorry been gone so very long... the inter webs was gone for over a year..... an then we had a flood he were i live...so we were evacuated for almost a month... in that month i had another tiny person. Seamus was born on May 10 , 2011. He was 7lbs, 6 oz, an was 21 1/2 ins long. Since I now have the inter webs again updates are now now possible.

almost time...

i hope... I feel like an elephant

ugh...

I feel huge.... can I be done now?

:P

Had a drs appt today...everything is great. :) hugs to all.

yawn.

Okay next month we will be getting internets at the house an it shouldn't be so long between posts. :P It's a boy! HUGS to all! Hope you had a great holiday season!

hello world..

guess what?

13WK 6DAYS

yawn.

still no internets... grrr

boo

I am still here.... just have no internets...