Ugh.....

I have been doing house work off an on..... Been trying everything.....
Between the pain.... an the mess I feel like crap.....May be I should just give in....well back to the mat...

Holy cow..

Ever had one of those days.... that the stress makes you want to jump up an down an scream? That if you had the ability you would take off for ten hours of nothing? I have wanted nothing to eat all day but apples....I don't have any..... *sigh* My stomach keeps rejecting everything. It blows ass. I am downing *decaffeinated* coffee.
I'm not really tired though. I want out of the house. With out my children. I want my camera, an my sketch pad. My note book and my I pod. My husband is welcome if he wants. But, the car is not. I feel confined. Pressed. Suffocated.
I haven't even been able to sing an entire song with out being interrupted by little people lately. An not always my own. LOL. I love children be jeeze. Just one day....soon to feel... alone... I need.... freedom....

Love

Sorry it's been so long..

We've been busy. And every thing has been up in the air here with my illnesses. Dave's been having issues with the unit again but we won't even get into that right now. The girls are doing awesome. Anna is doing ok at school. Kadi is still a butt monkey. We had a little fun on Imbolic at Der Vampire Ball. So I will leave you with a few pictures of the night that P had on her camera. J hasn't handed her's over yet.

Oh mannnn...

Kadi is a meanie head......she crushed my finger in a drawer.
It's been a weird week of kids with stitches.*not mine* And four year olds trying to run away.*once again not mine but I was still frantic* Bikes being stolen an found again. Mittens being lost forever*in gross*. Brand new jeans being ruined on purpose. And sibling fist fights. An new veggies being introduced to the small people. A new fish has been gotten, a large leopard sucker fish. Billie is doing well in there with Mr Fishy. :D We are looking into going home to see mom an dad over the summer. We hope.
Dave finally took me to get my hair dye though. YEAH!!

Here's Kadi!

And now who else wants to whoop Anna's butt?

yup

it sucked. That test blew. My stomach still hurts. Thier still waiting waiting on results. An I have to go back today to give them MORE labs. Crap. *sigh*

wow...

Can anyone else say...crap. Sitting here watching 5 kids ; 3 of which are not mine. None of which are behaving. Including mine. Anna chopped a decent chunk out of Kadi's hair this morning. She now has a bowl cut. The fighting is reaching it's peak.

I haven't told Dave yet that Anna cut Kadi's hair yet. I am waiting until he gets home. He is gonna kill her. Still sick. But I don't wanna do that test. It was moved to the 9th. *sigh*

Seven years yesterday!

Xmas pics!

DONE!!!

Wow Finally!!

I finished! I finished! *happy dance!* All the small people presents are complete. I shall take pics an wrap them on the morrow. Yippie!!! I am going to make P a scarf real quick like. I haven't figured out what I am making J yet though. Hmmmmmm......
Or Ja...... nuts... lol. But thats 3 quick an easy :P lol. I am sooooo excited...I got it all done an out of the way this time. Yeah! We are all thinking about doing a big group hug *dinner* for Yule. Just gotta straighten out times an junk.


Well my big test is on the 3rd of January. They said it should take about a week to get the results back. *sigh* I don't wanna!!! The day before the test is clear liquid then a huge thing of this electrolite nasty laxative junk. And then off to the hospital to be put under....yea.... *sigh*
I don't wanna!!! *yes it's a Colonoscopy .*

Off I go.

well....

Good news...
they're pretty sure they know what's wrong....

Bad news...
It might suck alot.

Holy crap!!!

I am so stressed right now.....

There are apparently not enough funds to fix the appliances on post here. So although my dryer needs a new motor....it won't be getting until next month sometime. So I will drying my clothes up stairs at P's or on the shower bar. This sucks. Grrr! It's a BRAND new dryer! AHHHH!

We finally have all the boxes unpacked. But Dave forgot the trash this morning. So the house still looks like a wreck. I need to vacuum. An I can't because there is trash on the living room floor. *sigh* oh well back to the drawing board.

I have ANOTHER doctor's appointment today. Hopefully we will FIND out what is wrong with me today. We have not found anything so far. I have stopped drinking milk. An have stopped eating anythign with ADDED lactose. That has helped some. I don't throw up as much. I am gonna cut down Gluten next. Maybe that will work. *sigh*

Oh wow....

It's been one of those weeks. I don't know if I can take much more of this. Just so much stress. I have to mass clean the house today. The amount of work outside the house this week I have had to do has made the house look like crap. The fact that I have had been sick. Dave said he would help. And he hasn't. I have had to MAKE him take out the trash... *sigh*
Oh well time to turn on the music...put Kadi in her room, an get cracking!! :P
Have fun!!!

Yeah for The Tree!!!

SO much fun!

Well that was fun! The whole building turned out! And there was food for all! We had kids up to our ears...! And guess what! No one remembered>......between the 6 cameras...to take one....single.....picture! ACK!!!!!

But it was fun anyway! I hope everyone had a happy THANKSGIVING!!!!!

What to say...

a friends son turned 14 today. I need to get him a copy of "The Complete Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy". I believe he will enjoy it. He loves to read.

I am half way into the second pair of Fingerless gloves for the boys. *Thank you knitting Loom!* I have all the scrunchies for the girls Finished. I then need to start on the hats for the little ones. :P *or teddy bears I haven't decided which yet*. So I think I will get all those done by dead line if I can only get the families mailed off on time I will be all set.
I go in for an Ultrasound on Monday. Let's all hope They find something. I am just tired of throwing up. *Yuck!*
We have pretty much decided this will be our last Army enlistment. An although all who know me personally, know this scares the crap out of me. I am rather glad. We have around 2 and half years left. So we still have awhile but. It's still one of those things in life I need to go through I guess.
The Gods give us these obstacles to make us stronger I know. So it's just time to pull the belts tighter an pour even more into the already nice savings. And hope that it will be enough when the time comes. That an when the transition phase begins, Dave can find a good job. Positive energies all. I will send out, as well as receive. Thanks all for listening....

*phew*

That was fun. What a lovely five day weekend. Although the house did not take it very well. Dave did the, "Ah hunny, I'll help with the house work."
LMAO! Oh yeaaaaa, right. *rolls eyes* As I wade through the clean clothes piled in front of the couch. Good gods! All I need for the huge party we are all planning for thanksgiving is chickens. *my contribution* I have gotten a decent chunk outta the x-mas presents for the kids here. The fingerless gloves are whats gonna beat my but. Teach me to ASK a teenage boy what he wants..... so now all 4 of them would like them....grrrr.... so there might be boxes with I.O.U.'s at the bottom :P.
But, I only have one lagre scrunchie an two little ones. The gloves an to figure out what to make for the last four small boys.......hmmmmmmm.......

School Fall Fest!

The girls had so much fun! We stayed for two hours, an played several games. We saw a cool pumpkin on the way home. Anna wanted to take a picture of the front door before we removed the decoration.

And I finally finsihed that blanket!!!