Sunday, April 18, 2010

only...

four more days until Pat gets here...oh lord....I am really leaving. I am really getting out of here. An I am really starting over. This time all by myself. If I find someone ...next time they will have to work with what I have. An deal with MY issues. ALL OF THEM. Whither they want to or not. If they love me they will....if they don't , they wont. That's how it works. Sigh. I just don't know how ; or why no one seems to want me, when I know nothing is wrong with me. An I know I am beautiful. Sigh.

3 comments:

bairdduvessa said...

you are beautiful Gina, and if i thought for a second that I deserved you I'd show you that.
alas all i can ever be is your friend. but i will hold your hand, even metaphorically, during these events.

Gina said...

sigh....why is it every one says they don't deserve me?

bairdduvessa said...

because it is the truth