WK 4

Well another good week at work. And I am FINALLY DONE with all that paper work. All I have to say is all the people in little red shirts, on this post...completely safe to leave your kids with....INTERNATIONAL background checks people...going back 7 years!!! Places I have lived, worked, an peole I knew for each. An people I knew covering the years I was unemployed. Yeah. Fun. I hate paperwork....alot.....
Time is still going by so slow....The lady who owed me babysitting money ...even after I bugged her every day for frigging 6 months left oweing me $50. So I am not happy about that. But, I can't do anything about that. At least she's gone. I will miss my boys though. No time to crchet except on the weekends I am to darnned tired.
We are hoping to have a pagan mommy get together here this weekend. Hope it works out. I really do. The house isn't any closer to getting cleaner but, I don't care at the moment. :P Just to tired to care you know. Well you all take care.....

I miss Dave.....

I thought it was Neat

I stole it from from Lana :P

1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be? Savannah GA.

2. What's your favorite article of clothing? my bra..no I am not kidding.

3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex? Height.

4. What's the last CD that you bought? Hinder.

5. Where's your favorite place to be? Walking.

6. Where is your least favorite place to be? In bed alone.

7. What's your favorite place to be massaged? My feet.

8. Strong in mind or strong in body? I'm strong in mind....an my calves:P...

9. What time do you wake up in the morning? Between 4:00 - 4:30 am.

10. What is your favorite kitchen appliance? Coffee maker. Duh!

11. What makes you really angry? Stupid people.

12. If you could play any instrument, what would it be? I play 9.

13. Favorite colour? Red and black! I also like bright orange, an yellow, an purple, an green an.......

14. Which do you prefer...sports car or SUV? Ummm...neither

15. Do you believe in an afterlife? I believe in reincarnation...then summerland.

16. Favorite children's book? Fudgemania!!!

17. What is your favorite season? Fall.

18. Your least favorite household chore? Folding Laundry.

19. If you could have one super power, what would it be? To speed up time.

20. If you have a tattoo, what is it? A indigo butterfly on my back, between my shoulder blades.

21. Can you juggle? Nope.

22. The one person from your past that you wish you could go back and talk to? Grandma Saunders...Hands Down.

23. What's your favorite day? Saturdays. I get to sleep in.

24. What's in the trunk of your car? No car.

25. Which do you prefer, sushi or hamburger? Sushi.

WK 5

I have had a decent week a work so far. I am reeeeaaally tired. My house looks horrible. But I will be off this weekend though so I will have time to fix it. It's looking like the guys will be home in around a month..or so. But, that's how the Army works...see I told you. :P I like my job, it's not very long, but I get to say hi to the kids that go by. An I get at least a 3 hour break from Kadi a day. YAY!!! I also am walking around 4-5 more miles a day....OW! My legs hurt so much.
Oh well I wanted to loose MORE weight..it's coming off...but oh so S .... L...O.....W.....! Jeeze....not much crocheting going on..hoping to get some done tonight...but that depends on if I pass out early...*YAWN!* Hope you are all doing well...
The job os doing it's job though....time is going by a little bit faster..while I am not paying attention...

WK 6

Well posting a day early...since tomorrow is UBER full. Got walking group, a doctors appointment, Anna get's out early ...THEN J is giving me a ride to Victoville so I can get a physical to start my job. I a,m going to start Friday *I hope*. I am going to be a crossing gaurd for Anna's school. But, instead of using the hospital right here I have to go an hour away to get one. Stupid people. Oh well. Time is going but it seems to be going so slow to me. I know it is going faster than I think. But, it isn't fast enough for me. Hope everyone is doing well.

HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG Heidi , Twyla, an Tara!

WK 7

We're doing really well so far.... Lost a little more weight. I need to get a few more boxes to add to the four I bought for Kadi's room. They are working wonders on the midnight toy throwing problem that she has developed over the last ten months of Dave being gone. Gonna get some for Anna's room to I believe. We began walking group again Monday so that should help me out a little bit on the weight loss front.
Working on a afghan from a pattern(yes me using a REAL pattern) it is taking for EVER. Hoping to finish it before Dave gets home.
I can't wait to be me again. I can't wait to be a family again. I miss him so much.....
Time needs to hurry up....I am tired of being alone.....

uh oh

Got it from Lana hmmmm :P

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

WK 8

Holy cow two months at most! I need to deep clean the house! Just cause I don't wanna have to clean for the first two weeks Dave is home besides the surface!!! Oh gods, Time needs to hurry up now!! Two months...just two months...... I miss him so much......

Okay...

6 things...

I have this on several friends blogs. So I shall hop on this band wagon.

6 weird things about me

1. I save the little scraps from projects to glue to things later...

2. I enjoy painting my toes different colors.

3. I hate the smell of aspen colonge enough to make me want to puke.

4. I carry an extra tooth brush with me everywhere, I have two at home. (with floss)

5. I drink a gallon of water a day..sometimes more.

6. I like the taste of seaweed on anything.

WK 9

Wow single digits...we have hit single digits. That's good. X-mas/yule was good. There was no fighting amongst the little people which was almost the most amazing thing ever. I almost sent up a flag of happiness on that one. We went on a walk. * mostly to feed someones cat* Which we must do again today.
Well I have to get more crap done. Like decide if I should walk to the persons house an feed kittiness an then to px an call a cab home. Or see about a ride to said places. I dont know. I am going crazy. But, I am hitting th stretch now. YEAH!!!! But I am sure it's gonna go slower now....

10 things...

I was tagged! *sorta* Tara got me! ten things I love that start with the letter "H".

1. Hugs.
2. Honor.
3. Horror flicks.
4. Hockey (I really like to play the street verity....haven't played in forever though)
5. Horn(french!)
6. Halloween.
7. Holiday films(yes the orignal Grinch is my favorite so sue me.)
8. Horses..haven't riden in forever though.
9. Horseradish....:D
10. Humor.

Anybody else? Hands???

WK 10

Well everything is doing fine I guess. I have a Doctors appointment today will be hanging out with D, an then going to the movies with J. So at least it should be fun if hectic. We are about to head into the single digits for the weeks here so I am happy about that. I am hoping that the ARMY takes the earlier end. I always take the other. It's safer. I also sta vague anyways. But, it is getting so close yet still so far. D also is waiting on hers. I have all my shopping done. But thats more because I have no money than because I dont want to buy anything else. next year I will be starting yarn projects early(4 in particluar) to make sure they are done by now. :P Tara I miss you!! Happy Holidays all if I don't get to you! And Blessed Yule!

WK 11

Well less than 3 months to go now. I can do this. I can, I have to. Next month I should begin work as a crossing gaurd in front of the school. So I should be getting a decent amount each month extra. Yay! I Finally took Pics of the scarves I made to put up on my Esty shop an I FINALLY have Heidi's box together....lets hope it makes it there BEFORE the baby :P
I LOVE YOU!!! HUG!

Just cus..

The checking account problem has been fixed...I only have like $5 but that's better than having to return the girls christams...*phew*

well I thought this was cute.

Stolen from http://www.knottymouse.com/

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?Hot Chocolate...

2. Does Santa wrap presents or just set them under the tree?it depends on who it's for and the size of the gift.

3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORS!

4. Do you hang mistletoe?Nope it's posionus..I have little people

5. When do you put up your decorations? When Dave's home right after thanksgiving....

6. What is your favorite holiday dish? Not going to lie turkey!

7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child?Pumpernickel an buttter sandwichs with mom, while my sister went, "eeewww."

8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?I don’t remember.. probably children at school.

9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve?Yes, the kids get to open one from grandma. And when the kids go to bed Dave an I open the gifts we got each other.

10. What kind of decorations are on your Christmas Tree?Right now a grape vine angel on top. Some dollar store garland, one flexi santa, an a broken nutcraker. along with some apples I found at the thrift store. My ornanments are in a box at someone elses house.

11. Snow! Love it or Dread? I miss it....I also miss the Christmas Market in Mannhiem an Hiedleburg.

13. Do you remember your favorite gift?A set of fishing sinker earrings my mother made me....I think I am gonna put them on now

14. What’s the most important thing about the Holidays for you?Family. Friendship.

15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert?Pumpkin Pie & mint coco cookies(sugar reduced!)

16 What is your favorite holiday tradition?Making christmas cookies

17. What tops your tree?A grape vine angel that Anna bought with her unicorn bank money. When I was little we had three glass toppers to choose from...I loved them.

18. What is your favourite holiday book?I am cheesy...the christmas carol

19. What is your favorite Christmas Song?Carol of the bells.

20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yummy?Yummy. I like sucking on them until they turn into little spears :P

WK 12

Ok once again my stress level is way above what it should be. A bill I thought I got rid of last month pulled from my account so now I may have to return my girls christmas to Wally World....... yeah...happy holidays. If the lady I used to baby sit for would just pay me this would not be a problem........

*cries*

WK 13

Another week behind me. Went to a veterans toy give away were the officers showed up an took the majority of the good toys before poor little broke wives could get there. But the girls are happy that's all that matters. Deciding when to pull all the crap outta the storage room so I can get to the tree. I am buying two strings of lights for outside thats it. I have to budget hard this month so I can get all the stuff for christmas for the girls. A grand doesnt stretch far when you have to cover everything. Oh well. I will deal. Hope everyone is doing well.

Stole it from Lana
http://beta.blogger.com/profile/02715295176000952426

:P

3 Things MeMe

3 Hobbies
yarn.
reading ..anything.
making useless stuff.

3 Things on my to-do list
mop the floor
bathe Kadi
Finish MIL scarf

3 Unique traits
My eyes are a gray marble color...but are darkdark blue when I am mad.
I have a freckle under my weddingring
I like to clean the kithen

3 Favourite drinks
coffee
cherry coke(diet)
coconut rum

3 Passions
making anything
writing
my pagan beliefs

3 Good Bands
Only 3!!! crap uhhh.... ROlling Stones
NIN
Metallica

3 Things I am anal about
I have OCD...everything

3 Random men
The Dave
Matt Dameon
Trent Reznor

3 Bad habits
I eat to much
I obsess over everything
I bite my lip

3 Painful experiences
all natural birth, no drugs
My foot...umm yeah if you know me you understand
Leep cones...trust me you dont wanna know

3 Treasured memories
getting married
My first Concert
the girls first smiles

3 Goals before 40
see japan again
loose weight and get healthy
travel a little... more

3 Biggest Fears
fire
death of a loved one
spiders

3 Favourite desserts
Chocolate pudding mmmm
cheesecake
rice candy

WK 14

Wow...another one gone by.

This week has been crazy. Anna had her girlscout induction ceremony on Monday. Then a Stranger course on Tuesday(which didn't put a dent in her "I am gonna talk to everyone" ways) An yesterday we also had an escapee from the school a kindergartener got loose people!!! An he went home! I am sure he wasn't happy after daddy met him at the door how ever. CPS have been visiting people up and down the street. It has been insane. Good thing my house is clean...Thank you !!!

I still can't get the last bit of weight off. I am getting close to only buying the kids food an veggies for me. Yes people it is getting that frustrating. Oh well. I hope everyone is doing well.....

I MISS DAVE!!!

Something "borrowed"...

Got this from Lana

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

WK 15

It's just been one of those weeks. But, at least it went. Been walking even more than usaul. Which is good. Been having migraines like mad. But, thats to be expected I guess. It goes with the flu I cant rid of. Yay. Well Hope ya'll are doing alright. I know I am being pretty boring lately. :P