Random Sunday Thoughts.. 2 days late

- family crap all taken care of.  

- Kadi's basketball team is 4-1! !!! They are doing great!!

- Anna is still on honor roll!

- my mom and I are doing fantastic.  

- wish all the extra boxes would unpack themselves....

- wish the darn w-2 s would get here.

- almost done with Pams blanket.

Well have a great week... Coffee

Random Sunday Thoughts.....

- This weekend has been super stressful.
 "for those of you not in the know... my sister married my ex brother in law, which can suck alot at times."
- My ex-mil is visiting no big deal, right? Wrong?  They want to 'borrow' the girls for the weekend.  We already have plans already. TheSmallest has a basketball game.  We were planning a family outing for Sunday. J works all week would like to spend time with his kids. And TheTallest does not want to spend 3 days and 2 nights in a tiny house with 9 people.
I get yelled at for this.  Still firmly no.  You want to EXCLUDE one stepgrandchild, but not the other.  The answer is no. It's dropped. Everyone goes to the game we are good.

-Today we are going to do pictures of the kids for ALL the grandparents.  My exmil doesn't want Moose in the room.  An when I them why this is unacceptable, I am the bad guy, and I get screamed at. No, we leave and proceed to have an awesome day.... without the garbage.

- I am done trying, my ex- inlaws can rot in hell. I attempted to get them to be family to the girls for 12 years. I am not to blame if they refuse to be. They can shove it up their asses.

- TheSmallest first basketball game was great.

- Their report cards are fantastic.

- and I am tired...

Well the new year is starting out well....

So Random Sunday Thoughts 3 Day Late..


- hoping for more finical stability this year.

- coffee of course.

- looking to reclaim my body after my last bouts with illness.

- take Moose to play more.

- TheSmallest needs to exercise more. Hope that will curb her demon ways.

- find TheTallest a good therapist here.

-Travel....even if only a state over, as long as it's some place new.

- make more time for the things I make... for me.

- and read more... I love reading.

- not really resolutions; more of a to do list.....

Random Sunday thoughts

​- coffee... yummmm
-J's 30th is today.  He is playing skyrim
-Moose is driving me nuts.  But, hey he's two that's his job.
-TheSmallest is hell on wheels.  We keep finding the most random things hidden in her room.
-TheTallest has now started doing the "I am better than all of YOU little people." thing again.
-All of Yule/Christmas is bought, I believe.  Now to put up the f'ing tree...
-I wish money grew on trees.  Clothes would fold themselves.  And that dishes would just wipe clean.  yeeeaahh right...
-back to work on the 4 projects I am working on.  Hopefully they will be done sometime this decade.
well off I go

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ok..

heading out for our last weekend in ky.  Woohoo.. well not really , packing sucks.  Stew...come visit.. lol

Random Sunday thoughts.... a day late...

-coffee.... mmmm
-to tired for pictures today... although there are a bunch of new ones in my folder now....
-been to the beach twice this week.  yeeeaah!!!
-also had a neighborhood watch meeting yesterday.  Our neighborhood has had two burglaries in the last month, which is more than it EVER has had altogether! So now it's time to be nosy.
-we need to chop down a butt ton of bushes to.  *even though a robber would be sorely disappointed right now in my house lmao*
-KiKi, my niece is looking into college here so, she is at my house as well.
-J is loving work.  I am so glad. :D
-TheTallest is doing VERY well.  Science seems to be the only odd class.  And after seeing her progress report I intend to talk to the teacher.  She is trying to give her zeros for the beginning of the year when we weren't here yet!?!  um no...
-TheSmallest loves everything but multiplication. lol
-And Moose*aka TheTiniest*  is happy were ever we are. 
Now I would be all set if I could teleport my stuff lol

have Fun!

Random Sunday Thoughts,,,

- I need...

​- So far being back home is ok....  and I get to go to Savannah alot again....


- Still don't have all our stuff here which is driving me nuts....  But I have dealt with this before.
-Moose is sick.  And toddler colds blow.

-Have a new game...like it so far.

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- I have yarn again to...ahhhh

-I also have been getting to walk alot... working my way back up to running again.... bouts of pain still hit me ...
- J is enjoying work alot,  An so far none of the bullshit of the last one. 

- TheTallest is doing very well at her new school.  And surprised everyone with her STAR test.
- TheSmallest is doing fantastic since we left her "best" friend behind,  the child had turned into a bully an no one was doing a thing about to. 
- And we live in Fleming now....


-my stomach is killing me...ugh .  Oh well.
Have fun....

Ok, rant

My ex inlaws are mad at me because of postal system errors.  And posted it on my fb.  Again.  And then it takes 15 calls to make them answer the phone!!! Ugh!!

Crap doodle!!

Important mail STILL not here.  J got paid through the mail too!! And no it isnt here!!!

Ugh..

We are stuck in GA with out the gas money to get back to pack until mext Fri.  Anybody wanna help when I get there ? Lol

Exhausted

Some mornings it just doesn't seem worth it to get out of bed. This would be one of those mornings.  We are in GA right now. I go back to get the rest of our stuff soon.  Taking the girls to get enrollment stuff done today.  Anna is not happy.  Oh well.  

 We saw the Sponge bob set yesterday. Kadi was pleased.  Well thats putting it mildly. John is enjoying work so far.  Well off to house work and errands!

okay...

Now he has two job offers, one here and one in GA.  Lets see who offers more.  He may have to move before us for a while.

And stop..

Count down.  

Everything has been put on hold.  From the honeymoon to the big idea.  J is having to change jobs.  This one has become hostile.

143...

Ugh!!?!??!?

159

I am so off right now.  I feel like I am snapping at every one.  It's not from lack of eating.  I have been a good girl.   Fighting some old demons.  Having to deal with getting healthy around friends who aren't.  And the fact that my body hates me.  So used to taking the easy way. 

I finally figured out what my doctors meant when they tell you that eating disorders don't really ever go away.  They just like to resurface later as a different monster.

164

Been hiking, running, dieting.. Lets hope...

169

Just feel crazy.  But, that's normal.  One of P's teenagers decided to be a shit an run off.  Hopefully they will find her ok.  She is 17 almost 18.  But, still.  She got caught doing something wrong, threw a fit an took off.  REALLY?!?!  *smack!*

  We have another who is "late",  but it could be a body fat content problem.  No I am not joking.  She could just be that damn skinny.  I have a damn eye twitch.  And of course Anna doesn't understand when Sh wants to be so skinny.  She keeps trying to shove food in her mouth.  But, I digress.

  Finally got J to start walking last night.  It is good for his knee.  He has lost 42lbs already.  So that took alot of the stress off of it.  He has been working non-stop.  He's been doing pretty good. 

  Nothing from the principal. Or the school board at all.  I think they are afraid to say anything.  Oh well.  Will be contacting them again Monday. 

   Seamus has taken to jumping all over the house like a heavy weight frog.  It's driving me nuts. 
 
Oh well off I go...

170

Ok I only need to loose 45lbs now.  Woowhoo!  Lmbo! Got our family travel folder together.  So passports will be easier to get; since I don't have to search  for everything now.  

   

Honey moon all saved up for, and planned.  Just gotta get the meals together I plan on making at the cabin.  And the ones for kids and sitter here.  I am so excited!!! Squee!!!

171

I have a honeymoon planned for our anniversary.  I hope John likes it...  it's in November.

172....cont

I am exhausted.  Need to loose about 50 lbs.  and save about 10,000.....  I can do it.   I can do it....

172

Aaaaaaaaa!!!!!

177

I am so tired.  I now officially don't like KY.  I was informed yesterday; through a teacher, by the principal that because of the way I look I can no longer help at the school. Or co-coach the cross country team anymore.  I refuse to change myself for one person, when this is the first time I have had any issues with my appearance.   I refuse to tell my children that letting other people decide how you are is ok.  Because, it is not, nor will it ever be.  

And I still have the flu...

178

It's a sucker-punch kinda day....

Feeling sick ... Flu

Disconnected, unappreciated, overworked, yadayada. Nothing new.  I need to get over it.  And just go forward. Just can't seem to pill myself up and out.  Feel awful, no ones fault but mine.

179

I am sick... Oh ugh

180... Cont...

Cleaning the house.   Still.  Found bite marks in Kadi's chair.  

Yes , bite marks.  I haven't been able to start pickling yet.  Still cleaning...  

Ugh...

Moose man is being an arse, but that is normal.  I need to shift more things around.  All the bills are paid up or gone. So soon the money should be there to use to start prep on the big plans.  

Stress,  ugh my stomach is tore up.....

Oh an I like Torchwood so far....

 

180

Vacuuming the house.

 

My room is clean, finally.  All spaghetti sauce done.  Will be pickling today.  

Hoping to get some more sorted.  But, I am sooo tired.

182

Okay.  8 more jars of sauce done.  More on the simmer.  About pickle peppers and squash.  Yeah.

Oh and there's poo all over Moose's room again.  J is on a weekend fishing trip.  And I think I am done ..... Just flipping done.....

183

So tired.  Just ground 10 lbs of meat.  And canned 12 quarts of spaghetti sauce .  Only got around two hours of sleep last night.  Still need to vacuum, and sort the living room.  

J is going on a fishing trip this weekend.  So I will be alone with all the stress for 3 solid dang days.  Yeah for me.  Anybody wanna help?

185

Okay, still sorting.  The poop monster is on the couch.  Kitchen floor done.  Inch and half on sock.  All bills paid for six months.  All food bought for six months.

Needs to save $10,000.  Think we can do it?  I do.  

188

Took a break from cleaning.... For one... Just one day.  It looks like the show hoarders threw up in my house.  I am so pissed.  No one.  Not one person picked up the slack.  Or did their own chores for that matter.  What happens if I decide to visit some one by myself?  What would happen?

But on another note had fun with girls. Took them shopping.  All day.

Moose is still a butt head.

190

Moose has become a poop monster.  And defiant  butt nugget.  I had to strip his room bare to make it easier to disinfect when he spreads his body waste on it. Ahhhh!  He is now officially a toddler.

Well paperwork for great and exciting things can get started later today to monday morning.  Yippie!

Kadi and Anna are at each others throats again.  So the next place has to be four bedrooms to start with.  Not for us to complete. 

191

My period started.  I feel like I am dying.  Ugh...  If anyone wants to see me I will be in the cup board...

192

Shrunk 4 large craft boxes down to 2 small.  All junk paper work boxes sorted. Desk drawers cleared.  About to clear desk top in to pink box so I can sit an sort.  

Need to empty and sort wardrobe.  Six bags of garbage went out yesterday.  Ugh... And I am not even close to done with the moving purge.  Good thing I have a while huh....

194

My stomach hurts so muuuch.  I wish I could make my body work right.  

Slowly getting the house in order for the big decision.  So excited.  And can't really share it with anybody.  It sucks just on that!  Need to get some plastic totes.  Yup, yup. 

Playing with yarn.  Yeah!  Watching Alphas, I like alot.  We finished off a foreign miniseries Arn yesterday.  I loved it.  And we finished off all of Dr Who.  I is sad face :( .  

 We went to Hubers yesterday with friends and Moose is STILL asleep.  

It was fun.  Tractor rides, peach picking, petting zoo.  It was fun.  

Well more cleaning.

 

198 .... And Anna is 12!

Isn't she beautiful!!

199

The house is recovering from the girls being home.  Yeah!!

 Started some knitted wash cloths from my yarn scraps.  Still downsizing.  Hoping to get some locking totes, to put my things away from the boy.  

When I keep a decent house.  There shouldn't be a trash bag full of trash, and 2 for goodwill everyday.  :(.   There is just so much junk.  

Sigh.  

Oh well here we go!!!

200

My brain is dead.  It feels sooo early today.  We broke the streak last night.  Woowhoo!!

School starts today!  Thank frigging gods!!  I was going crazy from the arguing.  Only one will be at home during the week.  I can deal with that.  

Back to the workout.

201

Morning glory didn't make it.  

I feel unwanted.  It's been six weeks.  Six weeks!!  😥  What in the world.  If we were older I wouldn't worry.  But, dang!  I am 33 and he's about to be 30.  That's it.  It's got to be me.

  

Well the girls go back to school tomorrow.  Was only able to het half their school supplies.  But, hey we get paid Thurs.  

Sigh....

203

John killed the only morning glory I had come back this year.  I tried repotting the frayed end.  I don't think that will work though.  I am so upset.  It didn't even get  to flower.  

Well at least he finally trimmed the yard.

205

My stomach is killing me.  Ugh.  Slowly downsizing all the crap in the house.  Time to get the crap together.

210

Okay we are beginning a count down now.  And I have 210 to get ready.  As we get closer more info will be available.  But, know that it is good; great even.  

  Our home is being downsized.  But, thats okay.  It's time for a new adventure.  

Day Fifty Three...

My head hurts!!! Ahhh....  Going through all our crap.  We are going through some really big family decisions.  Don't worry they are all good.  Hoping to get some really big stuff done.  Yeah for adventures with the ones you love.

Day Fifty One...

Ever have one of those days were everything you say or do pisses someone off?  That how you do things or your opinion actually  offends them; even though you have done your best to accept theirs?  Yeah, I am.

We ALL have different opinions, it's what makes us people. You can not spew crap for weeks and then cry hate when someone tries to point out the fact that a topic in the media is hateful on ALL sides. And other things need to be paid attention to also.  We have to be the worst generation of right fighters ever.  Over half of what my friends offends me, but tit's their wall, I have a scroll button.  So do you.  Leave people alone.  I am not offended in all honesty by people reactions, just confused and hurt.  So I have attempted to remove all my political  an media  related posts.  I am sure I missed a few.  But, social media is like that.

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On a another note working on teaching plans for class this week hope it goes well.  

Almost done with Carrie's blanket an Pam's.  Woowho!!!

Laundry folded.  Spaghetti sauce being prepared for jars.  Salsa next!!

Day Fifty...

I think my body is rebelling.  I hurt so bad.  Can't get anything done.  So tired.

Just a thought...

Ever feel so alone...

Day Forty Six....

Almost done with Carrie's blanket. 

Dining room is all cleaned.  

Living room started.  Hopefully I can get it done before John gets home.  I need him to clean the shed, so I can put some more boxes out there. 

Just sooo tired...

Day Forty Four...

Tired.  Health insurance kicks in next month.  Will be heading in for a checkup. 

Doing my morning workout.  Got my shoes , hope to run soon.  

Day Thirty Nine....

Lawn still isn't mowed.  It's 90 degrees, so I can't.  Feel like crap...

Day Thirty Eight....

Beets on boil to peel and pickle.  Gotta. Start squash chips.  And we have to get some red peppers so i can pickle zucchini .  And I have to clean and package onions.  

I feel like poop and the lawn still needs to be moved. 

Day Thirty Seven...

Feel like poo.

Fish tank broke on wensday , all the fish died.  Not happy.

Girls haven't done their chores in days.  Not happy.

Feel enormous, and I am. Not happy.

Can't seem to wake up.  Not happy. 

J has a court date, for a ticket tomorrow. Not happy. 

But, I had a great weekend at P's!!

Day Thirty three...

So tired.  Been unable to go to workouts, since I am covered in kids.  I have also gelt sick as a dog.  Still need new shoes. But, have to pay J's ticket first.

Had little D this week. We are taking him back today, after house work. 

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Well all my fish are dead.  Crack in the tank